I miss it. there was a point in my life where I thought everything was amazing. I had someone who I was head over heels for, who loved me too. I was getting married, was ready to share my life with another. Have kids. Thought I had it all figured out. and now here I am at home with my dog and cat eating ice cream and potato chips just feeling sad. i don’t understand how you can’t meet a nice person that you get along with. I feel incomplete. At the the same time that makes me sad too because I shouldn’t need somebody else to feel that way. I miss the connection, I miss the hugs, i miss the little looks, I miss the casual touch of a hand on the small of my back, I miss looking at someone else and being in total awe of them when they are doing something as simple as folding the laundry. I don’t like that it has to be this hard. I have been alone for over a year now. I am ready to find someone new. But how are you supposed to meet someone in this day? I don’t want to meet someone at the bar. Nor at either one of the locations where I work. Dating sites and apps have just felt like a joke. Where to go from here…..